loved.

Posted by captainlemonberry | Posted in | Posted on 11:00 PM

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And as I sink, drowning, I fall deeper into love, so deep, that I cannot emerge.

here//here//here//

Posted by captainlemonberry | Posted in | Posted on 6:04 PM

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He told me things

And I smiled

I didn't believe,

Never could

Crash, bam, screech

Ouch, painful

Eyes are so bloodshot

No sleep

And a very Merry Unbirthday to you...

Wake up, no, it's no dream

Crashing...falling...oh...

I'm falling

Here and here and here

And everything was so messed up,

But he was okay

Fingers slipping, edge of the bathtub

Can't breathe, no air, no oxygen

Help! Help! Help!

I need somebody...not just anybody...

Drowning

Am I alive?

His hands...big hands...

There and there and there

And everything is so fucked up

But I'm okay

I think

I'm okay

Breathe, hold it, scream, live

Life isn't life without you

No, don't tell me what's wrong

I hate this

Worthless piece of shit

Don't fucking tell me

Can't breathe...without you, but I have to...

No life revolves around you

I don't need you

Eyes, racing back and forth

Where's the time?

Were you chasing it??

FUCK

And everything is so fucked up

But I'm okay

I can't feel my feet

So numb and so lifeless

Skin wrinkling underneath the waves

Can't get out//don't want out

Breathe, can't breathe, no...

Where are you?

My sweet, sweet oxygen

And everything is fucked up,

So fucked up,

And everything is fucked up,

But I'm okay
I'm okay

I'm okay

I'm not okay

...I promise
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