Anna.
Posted by captainlemonberry | Posted in | Posted on 9:30 AM
A picture of Anna I took
A funny smile welcoming me in
And you're oblivious to your open, fragile heart
My own finds comfort in yours, opening up and letting you in to see the scars
Do you want to?
I'd let you...run your fingers over them,
The scabs on my beating organ
I always seem to be peeling off, never healing
You sit, maybe in fascination
Do you feel like me?
Are we human at all?
I wanna be like you, green eyes with shining words imprinted on them
Your hair pulled back into a ponytail, always so neat and clean
And the strokes you make with your thin pen leave me grinning at your talent
Sometimes I yearn for you, my friend
I wish we were closer in ways you don't know
Do you feel like me?
Are we human at all?
Asleep, your ideas free float in your dreams of metal men with ghost like facades with common names such as Nate
Was i normal before I met you?
Have we ever been such a thing,
This normal we have yet to taste?
Holding your cold hand, I grin at you,
Though I'm sure my brightness only seemed so dull in the presence of your illuminating beauty
And I shiver, goosebumps,
While little rain drops fall from your green mirrors
I only wished to be your friend,
Something more for you,
You needed it
And needed me in a way,
But it was different
There was more to you than what first glances allowed me to see
And I had to know you,
Imperfect soul, devious minded creature
Was I normal before I met you?
Were you normal at all?
And I can't speak
And I can't think
I breathe, and I listen
And I need to hear that you're okay
I need to know that there's more than sadness in you
And some days your soul shines so bright
It fills my emptiness in forms of cute smirks and friendly stares
and I knew, I just knew
You were more than a girl,
You were a friend, someone I could let in
And you've proven me wrong time and time again
Sometimes I lay in the middle of the night thinking
Do we feel the same?
Am I your best friend?
And I want that,
I want you,
Friend, best friend,
Anything
With
Meaning
I see your heart warming hand gestures
And make note of them,
Perhaps learn to love through you...
....perhaps learn to love myself
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very nice,
"You were a friend, someone I could let in
And you've proven me wrong time and time again"
and I like the end,
"Perhaps learn to love through you...
....perhaps learn to love myself"
beautiful